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[01 May 2007|09:30pm] |
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i didn't even want anyone to freaking touch me today.
at all.
just don't freaking touch me.
so i get tackled by basically everyone in the free world.
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[30 Apr 2007|02:46pm] |
so rachel has basically the most interesting life out of everyone.
gratz.
i hate livejournal.
except rachel's!
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[27 Apr 2007|02:46pm] |
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so kayla comes up to me today and says we never talk anymore, i'm coming to your house this weekend!
i'm pretty excited, i thought she hated me.
i'm kind of.
asdrlkfjdalskfjd/.
nevermind. period is taking over.
must go to sleep.
ugh.
oh and babysitting tonight. helllllo ca$h.
>D
and i must be a total sadistic jerk or something cause i think i kind of enjoy manupulating people and being an ass to them.
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[26 Apr 2007|09:52pm] |
i'm really pissed at a few of you.
you probably think i'm stupid or something if half of the bullcrap you tell me, you expect me to believe.
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[23 Apr 2007|02:47pm] |
lmao, ericka was full of crap, but that's what i said in the beginning, rightttt?
yep!
so i wasn't let down.
ha.
anywho, my weekend was horrible, all there is to do around here is eat, sleep, and watch tv.
come visit me frealzzzz.
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[16 Apr 2007|03:27pm] |
three months today.
<3
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[15 Apr 2007|02:36pm] |
or maybe i won't delete this.
"blairbear! :D" (2:23:17 PM): I'm eating heather
halucinagenocide (2:23:30 PM): hahaha
"blairbear! :D" (2:23:23 PM): and that's like the worse thought
halucinagenocide (2:23:36 PM): yeah
halucinagenocide (2:23:37 PM): hdalkhjasldkfja
halucinagenocide (2:23:45 PM): i could tell you more but i'll spare your appetite
halucinagenocide (2:23:46 PM): :D
"blairbear! :D" (2:23:42 PM): she might be remembering the rumor I started about a pencil in my cat's butt
"blairbear! :D" (2:23:55 PM): I like how a friendly joke turns in to me being a cat fucker
halucinagenocide (2:24:10 PM): hahahah
halucinagenocide (2:24:12 PM): cat fuckerrrr!
"blairbear! :D" (2:24:21 PM): NOES
halucinagenocide (2:24:49 PM): i know you're not a cat fucker
halucinagenocide (2:24:51 PM): shut up <3
"blairbear! :D" (2:25:30 PM): <3 lol
"blairbear! :D" (2:25:42 PM): don't dress up as a cat infront of me heather, I might rape you
"blairbear! :D" (2:25:43 PM): hahh
halucinagenocide (2:25:56 PM): oh fuck
halucinagenocide (2:25:57 PM): ew
halucinagenocide (2:26:08 PM): hahaha that's so lame
:] <3
that stupid boy.
god i like him.
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[13 Apr 2007|08:36pm] |
i think i'm deleting this stupid thing.
i'm kind of sick of everyone's bs drama and stupid problems over nothing.
and if you really cared, you'd ask.
and if i really cared, i'd tell you myself, not post this on the internet for a million people to find.
so bye!
:D
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[13 Apr 2007|02:43pm] |
the from first to last song "The One Armed Boxer Vs. The Flying Guillotine" is freaking the best song i have EVER heard by them.
EVER.
it is AMAZING.
the guitar.
is so freaking amazing. like, i've seriously been listening to nothing but that for the last two days.
oh my god, the guitar. the screamimng in the second verse.
oh my god.
blair is adorable, just incase you weren't aware.
his cute little notes make me so happy.
he hasn't given me one since he asked me out, which i still have.
<33
i saw kelsey today i thought she was giving me a high five.
so i stuck my hand out and made a stupid face and she walked away.
she did kick my bookbag though, so she was obviously acknowledging me in some way.
she said hey too.
i really like her for some reason.
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[11 Apr 2007|10:58pm] |
i like coy's girlfriend or ex or whatever she currently is to him a lot.
kelsey is really nice.
i'm being good lately.
like, emotion-wise.
and i'm going to do my absolute best in school to bring my gpa up because i know this report card is going to KILL it.
like, i actually did my homework and everything for once.
:D
and yay for mallin' and bed bath and beyond and target and toysrus and everything else with kayla and camy.
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[05 Apr 2007|07:25pm] |
so far over break, i
a. have seen blair twice, monday and today, which is thursday.
b. have gone to the playground everyday.
c. got to chill with mela. :D<3
d. dyed my hair like, reddish with kool-aid.
e. have talked to ericka almost everyday and talked to kayla.
f. chilled with jess and caitlin.
g. more later. it's thursday.
OH, do we get monday off, too?!
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[04 Apr 2007|12:30am] |
god, i'm frealz the biggest hypocrite in the world.
bitch about jess, then hang out with her the next day.
i'm getting so tired of everyone.
i just want attention.
like, that's all.
like, not omg you're the shit lol attention, but like.
seriously, who the hell even cares?
i mean, in a world of billions of people, what is one stupid girl like me going to do?
or matter?
that's right. nothing.
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[02 Apr 2007|11:04pm] |
we went to the playground todayyyy. <3
lawl, my sister came with us, it was awkward.
i'm annoying, i thought he was going to break up with me like usual.
we were talking about some things earlier, which have me kind of bothered.
and he found out about my er trip on friday, hahaha.
i really like him though.
really. like, seriously.
i was digging around old shit on my computer and found a picture of me and jess over the summer.
i really miss that. old jess.
not i'm a stupid slut jess.
not pothead "i'm in pain" jess.
not the jess full of complete bullshit.
i want her back.
i don't think it's going to happen.
she's obviously in to that shit if she'll lose friends over it.
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[01 Apr 2007|04:11pm] |
that made me sad. for a number of reasons, i don't care to elaborate.
i guess we're not hanging out today either.
i don't know if he's asleep or chilling with people or whatever, but whatever he's doing, i hope it's not with some chick again because that's seriously starting to grind my nerves.
my sister is a pissy freak today, it's seriously harshing what little mellow i have.
someone hang out with me tomorrow, i'm NOT wasting my break.
i already have wasted the last two days.
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[31 Mar 2007|01:04pm] |
v.v
i'm kind of depressed today.
seriously, screw other girls.
i hate them.
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[30 Mar 2007|11:05pm] |
spring break, thank god.
too bad it already sucks.
i'm hanging out with someone everyday, i swear it.
i will.
minus today, it doesn't count!
D<
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[28 Mar 2007|08:53pm] |
um i was going to update but then i realized i don't really hav much to update on.
ahhh feelings are wayyyyy too out of control.
way too far.
but i like it.
i like him.
a lot.
a LOT.
but that's the usual, no?
my mom has been thinking about divorce lately.
hah.
i can't believe it.
it might finally happen.
and the worst part is, i honest to god don't care.
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[24 Mar 2007|10:56pm] |
yeah so my blair hanging outness got screwed over two days in a row, i got sick off of something today, i'm thinking my chicfila sandwich, i ate nothing but doritos at travis's house, even though that was fun and i got stuck in that tree, i read the most disgusting manga ever today at travis's house, it was so disturbing, and then i came home tired and sick.
but i'm okay with that.
well not the blair stuff but.
all of my anime junkies make me happy so even though i felt like shit and could have passed out while i was over there, i had lots of fun.
:]]
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[23 Mar 2007|02:44pm] |
sposed to go play with blair today,
if he'll get online already.
v.v
he's usually on by now.
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[22 Mar 2007|02:40pm] |
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blah blah blah BLAH blah...
it's nice outside and i'm pretty giddy for someone who just had her hair massacred.
i currently look like the douchebag of the century.
and i'm getting a double chin.
like, another one.
it's bothering me!
a lot!
>[
i was just starting to be semi okay with how i look and my mom decided i needed my hair cut.
we all know how i feel about that.
yeah so the faggot who cut my hair needs her liscence taken away cause i had to fix it in my bathroom last night and it's wayyyy too short.
thinking about it makes me want to cry, but when i look at it, it's worse.
v.v
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